'You do it to yourself, and that's why it really hurts.'
— Thom Yorke

We went to Nicaragua tired. Not vacation-tired… the deep kind. The kind you get after a year where the ground moves under you and you spend all your energy just putting the pieces back where they were.
Some of you may or may not know, but the rental of Del Lago Hotel fell through in July 2025, and it forced me and my family to come back to Lake Atitlan. It felt like someone put our business in a blender and now I had to go around finding the pieces to put back together. It's hard to describe those first months back… a mix of fear, resentment, frustration, depression and shell shock.
But after some time feeling sorry for myself, or pissed, or hopeless… a person needs to give up or get their head down. Giving up wasn't really an option, so we rebuilt through many months of blood, sweat and tears.
By the time high tourist season hit we were so exhausted that out of self-preservation we went into pure survival mode. Made it through. Barely noticed it happening. April hit and it was like… shit, how did we even get here?
That's when we took a much-needed break as a family. And somewhere on that Nicaraguan beach, somewhere deep in that hammock, a plan was hatched. Hammocks are dangerous like that.

The plan had always been October escape. Finish the apartments, finish the work on the hotel, wrap everything up properly, leave when it's done. That's how long it takes. That's how long I need. I'm a stubborn guy… and it just is what it is.
But I could see October was too long for Sarah, too long for the kids.
San Marcos was the perfect place to raise kids… until it wasn't. From 2 to 10, the lake is idyllic. Nature, culture, other kids… the learning was life. But creeping into the teen years, the lake = boredom for a teenager, and boredom is the worst enemy in those teen years. Not enough activities, not enough peers… it's why we rented the hotel in the first place, and now here we were, back again. Mom wasn't happy, and I knew what was needed to get the place back on track, and the six months to October were what was needed.
But here's the thing about a hammock and nothing to do. It gives you space to actually think, instead of just react. And when I finally had that space, I already knew the answer. The kids needed to go sooner. Sarah needed it… I needed it.
So in the last days of that trip I told Sarah: I think I can do it. It will be a fuck ton of work and I'll need help… but I see a path. We can do it… end of June.
I'm a crazy Butt. I'm certainly delusional. But mix stubbornness with crazy delusion and well… no turning back now.
So we landed back at Lake Atitlan and I did the math. Nine weeks. There is no fuck-around time.
If I was going to pull it off, I couldn't wing it. So I got a whiteboard and I wrote '9 Weeks to Ecuador.'
https://youtu.be/0is4swt-S5k?si=DkpOqGPFn8v6Q2lc
(Here you can see a short video collage of the Whiteboards)
I took it one week at a time. I wrote the week's missions on that big whiteboard. Everything that had to get done. Crossing off what was done. I missed taking a photo of weeks 9 and 8. But at week 7 I thought, I should document this. I don't have time to make a post now, but when I'm free it will be cool to see the history. So from week 7 on, at the end of each week I took a photo, erased the board, and wrote the missions for the next one. Week by week, the hellish blur. A countdown, one board at a time. Every erased board was a week of our lives gone… and one week closer to getting our lives back.

What did it cost? Everything I had, basically. No days off. Even when I took the kids to the city to see the Ed Sheeran show… I worked, went to lawyers and shopped.

What's the phrase? 'There will be time to sleep when you're dead.'

My life was non-stop. Up early, working until eight or nine at night, every single day for nine weeks. By the last few weeks I was a drill sergeant with a countdown clock, and I could feel myself getting close to the edge more than once. A strange blur of excitement, hope and a potential nervous breakdown. My body started sending invoices: an abscess, a spider bite,
a tooth issue, aches everywhere, another spider bite… and on the very last morning before we left, I fell through the roof and broke my ribs. That happened at 9 am, and I still worked until 10 that night. You can't make this stuff up. It's too depressing.

It took a toll on more than my body. There was less of me for the kids. There were resentful moments. Sarah and I were both running on fumes. And every step of the way it felt like the universe was testing whether we actually meant it… problems appearing out of nowhere, right on schedule, like the whole thing was rigged to make us quit.
I didn't quit. Stubbornness is a hell of a fuel. It burns dirty, but it burns.
So when I look back at those nine weeks, I feel two things at the same time, and I don't think they cancel out. One: I'm genuinely impressed. Humans are capable of so much more than we believe. We tell ourselves we can't handle more, and then life proves we can. Two: what the fuck was I thinking?
Because we made it. We got everything done, we got out, and we're here in Ecuador… and as a family we are already finding thrive in this amazing city called Cuenca.

But I'm not sure I'd tell anyone to do what I did. There's something amazing about setting a goal and refusing to let anything stop you. There's also something a little broken about it.
We can. That was never the question.
Should we? Ask me again after I've spent a few months not filling every minute with a to-do list.
I think I have 'to-do list' PTSD. This last week my mind is still making lists. I created a renegade marketing plan for Hive, started plotting a Basecamp for new Hive users to land, created a hotel off-season business strategy, a legal framework for the hotel's taxes, and plotted my fitness routine… I had to slap myself today.
Go find a hammock, you idiot.
This post is rewarded by @commentrewarder … so let me know what you think.
P.S. a special thanks to @ninaeatshere
She has been here for this entire last year of joy,trials and tribulation. And none of this story would be possible without her! Thank you Nina
Its ok to slow down too my friend...
Happy Thursday everyone 🙏🏾 please read and share may the truth be with you 🙏🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
On hive it's like some people don't realise everything is documented and you can never hide from the truth 😂😂😂😂😂🍻

@acidyo @neoxian @themarkymark @hurtlocker @jacobtothe @steevc @meno @theycallmedan @shitposthive @ryivhnn @crimsonclad and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂
Do you really think no one sees what you do 🤔
@acidyo You took my rep away for no reason with the help of blocktrades delegation 😂 @steevc knows all about it
You and themarkymark work for blocktrades or are blocktrades 😂
You are so sad doing what you do
Promoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩
Selfvoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
You have downvoted so many people away for no reason
You really need to have a hard long look in the mirror and see what you have become
It doesn't matter if you have people who believe anything you say for a few cents or a few pennies 😂😂😂😂
Look at your buddy oldsoulnewb 😂😂😂😂😂
Everything is documented
So the choice is yours again leave me alone and bring my rep back and I will stop sharing the truth
You can call my long copy paste comments spam but it only makes you look stupid 😂

I hope you understand you are only making it worse 😂
Hive is not a game it might be a big game to you 🤔
It seems you love to game Hive don't you 😜
Everyone sees don't you think it's time to stop 🛑
You have shown all the real issues with Hive 😂 you have shown why real people couldn't invest in Hive and build on Hive 😂
You are in god mode 😂 activated 😂 you Marky Dan and others 😂😂😂😂😜
I hope you enjoyed this post or you might see in comment from 😂 which you like to call spam 😂😂😂
@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂
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@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾
I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂
Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
@jacobtothe @behiver @zakludick @livinguktaiwan @juliakponsford @oflyhigh @abit @adm @eval @hivetoday @findingfreedom @traciyork @abitmore @rimurutempest @hurtlocker @hurt-locker @epstein @gundamzerofour @gundamzerotwo @gundamzerofive @buratus @silverd510 @new.things @gungunkrishu @tarabh @nattosenpai @fw206 @ocd @acidyo @hivetrending @mrtats @poshtoken @davideownzall @thehive @art-anon @lazzvi @juliakponsford @dudeontheweb @consciouscat @caspermoeller89 @strawhat @angeluxx @cositav @rachaeldwatson @artofwar74 @solumviz @poshtoken.wallet @shiftrox @hiddenblade @hivegc @alohaed @tobias-g @nattosenpai @hivetrending @erikah @davidke20 @davideownzall @zingtoken @honey-swap @friendlymoose @x-rain @hivegc @lazy-panda @rishi556 @ocd-witness @russia-btc @ocdb @justinw @nutritree @themarkymark @geekgirl @buynburn @stresskiller @forkyishere @forykw @belikechuck @leovoter @upmyvote @punkteam @makerhacks @wiseagent @steevc @pibara @davidthompson57 @dead-pets @videoaddiction @annoyingmosquito @meesterboom @demotruk @meno @thelittlebank @knot @buttcoins @snapie @coolmole @davidickeyyall @crimsonclad @smooth @oldsoulnewb @ds-tech @artgirl @flemingfarm @neoxian @nwothini335 @bdvoter.cur @zaku @mango-juice @empo.voter @empoderat @ferranlogs @trumpman @bhattg @azircon @riverflows @lazy-panda @gogreenbuddy @build-it @tarazkp @buildawhale @logic @abit @freedom @solominer @letusbuyhive @bijoy12 @sagarkothari88 @theycallmedan @ipromote @apeminingclub @nathen007 @dlmmqb @slobberchops @chops316 @littlenewthings @bozz @adm @abit @cwow2 @scribblingramma @adm @logic @savvyplayer @patrice @spaminator @topcomment @theworldaroundme @jongolson @mobi72 and friends ✨⭕✨ Please get help 🙏🏾
@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂
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Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case
If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive
They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years
So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new
But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does
Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone
I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters
Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars
I will keep updating this post when I get time
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314
https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this
https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6
https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045
No downvotes for this racist person 🧐
https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6
https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3
https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu
https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾
So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿
Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾
To @jacobtothe and friends 😁
@crimsonclad please do your job 🙏🏾
https://hive.blog/hive-135178/@crimsonclad/re-kgakakillerg-sxllhv
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svftu9
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svdjjz
https://hive.blog/hive-176853/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-syyy4x
https://hive.blog/dev/@howo/re-kgakakillerg-szhax7
https://hive.blog/hive/@steevc/follow-friday-respect
https://hive.blog/hive-127022/@shmoogleosukami/re-kgakakillerg-t0hcxc
It's unbelievable that they downvoted this Goodbye Auntie R.I.P 🙏🏾
Comments being downvoted by blocktrades https://hive.blog/hive-170744/@kgakakillerg/t0ns3b
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@steevc/re-blocktrades-t0kint
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@blocktrades/t0lq41
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-2025-06-29-20250629143829
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0m1vn
https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t0rfo8
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0vcl7
Stop farming Hive https://hive.blog/burnpost/@buildawhale/re-1756307402814502169-20250827t151240z
😂😂😂😂😂
📊 The Untrending Report - Hive Downvote Analysis - 2025-09-07
RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming
Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more @makerhacks
Please go through it all instead of calling it spam 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
https://blurt.blog/hive/@candy49/5slvnx-taskmaster4450-is-being-downvoted-on-hive-by-you-know-who
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https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/themarkymark
https://hive.blog/hive-178138/@thefed/t6q9kb 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
https://hive.blog/music/@geneeverett33/11-25-25-three-tune-tuesday-picking-tunes-from-the-punk-band-the-descendents-1982-1997-era
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https://hive.blog/dmania/@steemcleaners/ps46kb
https://hive.blog/hive-124838/@fjworld/re-peaksnaps-t7161i
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https://blurt.blog/blurt-131902/@condividisulweb/3w94e8-hive-manipulation-censorship-and-suspicious-funds-the-hidden-truth
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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists
Thank you for reading and viewing this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
I'm sharing the truth I know it hurts you but it is what it is 😂🍻
It's crazy that hives market cap is 36 million dollars 🤔🧐 and a account to hold 24 million dollars 💰 crazy
To everyone who is turning a blind eye to the truth karma will strike you down 🙏🏾
Stop Doing the devils work do gods work 🙏🏾
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#themarkymarkfiles #buildawhalefiles #acidyofiles #hurtlockerfiles #
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Sure, that was basically the entire message/theme underpinning the post. The hammock is the symbol of slowing down.
You could sum up the post as. Slowing down in that Niceraguan hammock made me realize we had to speed up to slow down. And nothing could stop me from getting my family to that slow down place. Just had to do 6 months of work in 2 months.
Having been in high gear these last months...im now down shifting.
In my own head, the story is one of determination, overcoming adversity and triumph.
But it seems to have been externally perceived as people feeling sorry for me.
Yet i dont feel sorry for me. I feel proud and pumped to be here in Cuenca.
The feeling i hold is ‘we made it’
lol, and so it goes.
What a Story! 👍🏻
Happy Thursday everyone 🙏🏾 please read and share may the truth be with you 🙏🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
On hive it's like some people don't realise everything is documented and you can never hide from the truth 😂😂😂😂😂🍻

@acidyo @neoxian @themarkymark @hurtlocker @jacobtothe @steevc @meno @theycallmedan @shitposthive @ryivhnn @crimsonclad and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂
Do you really think no one sees what you do 🤔
@acidyo You took my rep away for no reason with the help of blocktrades delegation 😂 @steevc knows all about it
You and themarkymark work for blocktrades or are blocktrades 😂
You are so sad doing what you do
Promoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩
Selfvoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
You have downvoted so many people away for no reason
You really need to have a hard long look in the mirror and see what you have become
It doesn't matter if you have people who believe anything you say for a few cents or a few pennies 😂😂😂😂
Look at your buddy oldsoulnewb 😂😂😂😂😂
Everything is documented
So the choice is yours again leave me alone and bring my rep back and I will stop sharing the truth
You can call my long copy paste comments spam but it only makes you look stupid 😂

I hope you understand you are only making it worse 😂
Hive is not a game it might be a big game to you 🤔
It seems you love to game Hive don't you 😜
Everyone sees don't you think it's time to stop 🛑
You have shown all the real issues with Hive 😂 you have shown why real people couldn't invest in Hive and build on Hive 😂
You are in god mode 😂 activated 😂 you Marky Dan and others 😂😂😂😂😜
I hope you enjoyed this post or you might see in comment from 😂 which you like to call spam 😂😂😂
@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂
☝🏾✨⭕✨☝🏾🍻🍻🍻🍻
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@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾
I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂
Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
@jacobtothe @behiver @zakludick @livinguktaiwan @juliakponsford @oflyhigh @abit @adm @eval @hivetoday @findingfreedom @traciyork @abitmore @rimurutempest @hurtlocker @hurt-locker @epstein @gundamzerofour @gundamzerotwo @gundamzerofive @buratus @silverd510 @new.things @gungunkrishu @tarabh @nattosenpai @fw206 @ocd @acidyo @hivetrending @mrtats @poshtoken @davideownzall @thehive @art-anon @lazzvi @juliakponsford @dudeontheweb @consciouscat @caspermoeller89 @strawhat @angeluxx @cositav @rachaeldwatson @artofwar74 @solumviz @poshtoken.wallet @shiftrox @hiddenblade @hivegc @alohaed @tobias-g @nattosenpai @hivetrending @erikah @davidke20 @davideownzall @zingtoken @honey-swap @friendlymoose @x-rain @hivegc @lazy-panda @rishi556 @ocd-witness @russia-btc @ocdb @justinw @nutritree @themarkymark @geekgirl @buynburn @stresskiller @forkyishere @forykw @belikechuck @leovoter @upmyvote @punkteam @makerhacks @wiseagent @steevc @pibara @davidthompson57 @dead-pets @videoaddiction @annoyingmosquito @meesterboom @demotruk @meno @thelittlebank @knot @buttcoins @snapie @coolmole @davidickeyyall @crimsonclad @smooth @oldsoulnewb @ds-tech @artgirl @flemingfarm @neoxian @nwothini335 @bdvoter.cur @zaku @mango-juice @empo.voter @empoderat @ferranlogs @trumpman @bhattg @azircon @riverflows @lazy-panda @gogreenbuddy @build-it @tarazkp @buildawhale @logic @abit @freedom @solominer @letusbuyhive @bijoy12 @sagarkothari88 @theycallmedan @ipromote @apeminingclub @nathen007 @dlmmqb @slobberchops @chops316 @littlenewthings @bozz @adm @abit @cwow2 @scribblingramma @adm @logic @savvyplayer @patrice @spaminator @topcomment @theworldaroundme @jongolson @mobi72 and friends ✨⭕✨ Please get help 🙏🏾
@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂
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Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case
If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive
They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years
So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new
But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does
Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone
I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters
Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars
I will keep updating this post when I get time
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314
https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this
https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6
https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045
No downvotes for this racist person 🧐
https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6
https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3
https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu
https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾
So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿
Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾
To @jacobtothe and friends 😁
@crimsonclad please do your job 🙏🏾
https://hive.blog/hive-135178/@crimsonclad/re-kgakakillerg-sxllhv
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svftu9
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svdjjz
https://hive.blog/hive-176853/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-syyy4x
https://hive.blog/dev/@howo/re-kgakakillerg-szhax7
https://hive.blog/hive/@steevc/follow-friday-respect
https://hive.blog/hive-127022/@shmoogleosukami/re-kgakakillerg-t0hcxc
It's unbelievable that they downvoted this Goodbye Auntie R.I.P 🙏🏾
Comments being downvoted by blocktrades https://hive.blog/hive-170744/@kgakakillerg/t0ns3b
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@steevc/re-blocktrades-t0kint
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https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-2025-06-29-20250629143829
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Stop farming Hive https://hive.blog/burnpost/@buildawhale/re-1756307402814502169-20250827t151240z
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📊 The Untrending Report - Hive Downvote Analysis - 2025-09-07
RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming
Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more @makerhacks
Please go through it all instead of calling it spam 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
https://blurt.blog/hive/@candy49/5slvnx-taskmaster4450-is-being-downvoted-on-hive-by-you-know-who
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https://hive.blog/music/@geneeverett33/11-25-25-three-tune-tuesday-picking-tunes-from-the-punk-band-the-descendents-1982-1997-era
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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists
Thank you for reading and viewing this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
I'm sharing the truth I know it hurts you but it is what it is 😂🍻
It's crazy that hives market cap is 36 million dollars 🤔🧐 and a account to hold 24 million dollars 💰 crazy
To everyone who is turning a blind eye to the truth karma will strike you down 🙏🏾
Stop Doing the devils work do gods work 🙏🏾
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#themarkymarkfiles #buildawhalefiles #acidyofiles #hurtlockerfiles #
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Thanks m8! Loving being here in Cuenca! What dreams may come!
Happy Thursday everyone 🙏🏾 please read and share may the truth be with you 🙏🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
On hive it's like some people don't realise everything is documented and you can never hide from the truth 😂😂😂😂😂🍻

@acidyo @neoxian @themarkymark @hurtlocker @jacobtothe @steevc @meno @theycallmedan @shitposthive @ryivhnn @crimsonclad and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂
Do you really think no one sees what you do 🤔
@acidyo You took my rep away for no reason with the help of blocktrades delegation 😂 @steevc knows all about it
You and themarkymark work for blocktrades or are blocktrades 😂
You are so sad doing what you do
Promoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩
Selfvoting your 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
You have downvoted so many people away for no reason
You really need to have a hard long look in the mirror and see what you have become
It doesn't matter if you have people who believe anything you say for a few cents or a few pennies 😂😂😂😂
Look at your buddy oldsoulnewb 😂😂😂😂😂
Everything is documented
So the choice is yours again leave me alone and bring my rep back and I will stop sharing the truth
You can call my long copy paste comments spam but it only makes you look stupid 😂

I hope you understand you are only making it worse 😂
Hive is not a game it might be a big game to you 🤔
It seems you love to game Hive don't you 😜
Everyone sees don't you think it's time to stop 🛑
You have shown all the real issues with Hive 😂 you have shown why real people couldn't invest in Hive and build on Hive 😂
You are in god mode 😂 activated 😂 you Marky Dan and others 😂😂😂😂😜
I hope you enjoyed this post or you might see in comment from 😂 which you like to call spam 😂😂😂
@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂
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@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾
I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂
Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾
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@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂
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Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case
If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive
They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years
So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new
But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does
Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone
I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters
Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars
I will keep updating this post when I get time
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314
https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this
https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6
https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045
No downvotes for this racist person 🧐
https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6
https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3
https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu
https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾
So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿
Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾
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To @jacobtothe and friends 😁
@crimsonclad please do your job 🙏🏾
https://hive.blog/hive-135178/@crimsonclad/re-kgakakillerg-sxllhv
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svftu9
https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@hivewatchers/svdjjz
https://hive.blog/hive-176853/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-syyy4x
https://hive.blog/dev/@howo/re-kgakakillerg-szhax7
https://hive.blog/hive/@steevc/follow-friday-respect
https://hive.blog/hive-127022/@shmoogleosukami/re-kgakakillerg-t0hcxc
It's unbelievable that they downvoted this Goodbye Auntie R.I.P 🙏🏾
Comments being downvoted by blocktrades https://hive.blog/hive-170744/@kgakakillerg/t0ns3b
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@steevc/re-blocktrades-t0kint
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@blocktrades/t0lq41
https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-2025-06-29-20250629143829
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0m1vn
https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t0rfo8
https://hive.blog/hive-127466/@kgakakillerg/t0vcl7
Stop farming Hive https://hive.blog/burnpost/@buildawhale/re-1756307402814502169-20250827t151240z
😂😂😂😂😂
📊 The Untrending Report - Hive Downvote Analysis - 2025-09-07
RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming
Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more @makerhacks
Please go through it all instead of calling it spam 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
https://blurt.blog/hive/@candy49/5slvnx-taskmaster4450-is-being-downvoted-on-hive-by-you-know-who
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https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/themarkymark
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https://hive.blog/dmania/@steemcleaners/ps46kb
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https://blurt.blog/blurt-131902/@condividisulweb/3w94e8-hive-manipulation-censorship-and-suspicious-funds-the-hidden-truth
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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists
Thank you for reading and viewing this post
To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
I'm sharing the truth I know it hurts you but it is what it is 😂🍻
It's crazy that hives market cap is 36 million dollars 🤔🧐 and a account to hold 24 million dollars 💰 crazy
To everyone who is turning a blind eye to the truth karma will strike you down 🙏🏾
Stop Doing the devils work do gods work 🙏🏾
☝🏾😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂📷📸📸
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#themarkymarkfiles #buildawhalefiles #acidyofiles #hurtlockerfiles #
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Burnout can seriously damage our lives, and recognizing it before it sets in is a valuable skill! I always enjoyed building things, compounding, and scaling up to see the limits... After a while, that "challenge" would fade out, and I suppose that's the moment the burnout would hit me... Unfortunately, I wouldn't realize that and would continue pushing until I got bored and started something new, all over again...
You made a good decision to slow down and take a vacation before the initial plan... Life happens, listening to what it says to us makes our journey less predictable, but more sustainable...
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I certainly relate to what you are saying. Burnout is for real! I escaped as planned, just in the nick of time. Probs would have been healthier to give myself an extra month. But hey ho! Here we are.
Sorry to hear that, sometimes I wonder why people like doing hard things. As a digital native, the least thing on my mid would be real state or build a hotel in the middle of the jungle. Instead I am full of all this tech wave with AI and apps and so much to do for the world to use. Not just the people that can afford a vacation but the people that are online 24/7 trying to improve their finance out of their 1 bedroom apartment. At the end of the day, we are all in this cloud we call the internet. And since we are into famous lines, I'll give my own:
"If you make it on the web, you can make it anywhere" - JZA
Maybe those spiders were trying to tell you something.... 😂
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My post was a share of me overcoming obstacles and working hard to get my family to a more appropriate environment. To me it was a triumphant share so i get confused by you feeling sorry for me or comparing your life choices.
But hey ho… what do i know.
‘I don’t wonder why people like doing what they do — I figure they know something about their own life that I don’t.’ - Confucious, on a good day
‘One man’s jungle is another man’s internet. We all pick our wilderness.’ - Buttcoins, or maybe the spider that bit Buttcoins
Your story was really inspiring. I know those 9 weeks were not easy, but you stayed strong for your family. I'm happy everything worked out. I wish you and your family all the best in Ecuador.
Holy cow! Thanks for recording this on-chain... it will be a good reminder for me when I am feeling down and need some extra fuel to feed that chickness of mine in those moments, and that might take me back into stuborness land too.
I sometimes do the same... but not for those long periods of time. If a day or two, that might be it... but then I need my "reassessment" time. To check if I am on the right direction, etc... That Hammock time for me is basically a requirement, otherwise, I am constantly in survival mode and that will eventually run me down.
It will be hard for me to show up on the show next Wednesday (for me), but I will consider it... Maybe I put some leave for Hive? Need to check my working calendar and make a call.
Will be back to you.
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